whats on my mind.... facebook says day in and day out. Sometimes i have to battle my insecurities and my inner demons to try and keep level headed.... these are my darker more troubled times ...... and then there are times when i don't even think at all just kinda coast in my own personal limbo. Today is one of those darker times.

When i am feeling ill i tend to have more of a struggle to keep my thoughts from running away with themselves and my insecurities will test me.

some people will read this and see a cry for attention because i am so publicly discussing my feelings and thoughts. Others will relate to this and think dam Stuart you are saying some deep meaningful shit tonight!!! the rest of you will scroll on and shrug it off..... the point is really, well people like me tend to put all their thoughts and feelings into a bottle then store it away till the bottle is almost full.... every now and then i like to "empty the bottle" today is one of those days.

so i thought to myself where is the most least likely place i could put my feelings down where no one would bother me about it ... here lol i can't even begin to put my feelings down into words either really but hey ho i guess. maybe i should draw about it instead. just enjoy the "art" and ignore this nonsense and incoherent jibber jabber